I actually just read some comments from sig and erica on my LJ and wasn't sure they would see my response. To bring everyone up to speed, I was pissy because I got rejected by a boy probably because I didn't live up to his physical expectations (and he's probably gay), cried about it to my counselor, then went to work and saw a guy with a shirt proclaiming that he liked skinny chicks or something. Here we go:

Erica: It was an undergrad, one of the mincing ones that flood the gov docs center and talk about inane crap all the time, I wouldn't want him even without the shirt. Honestly, I think there enough airheaded skinny bitches out there that won't care that he is a selfish asshole, these are the kind of women that agree to have vaginal reconstructive surgery because their husbands complain of less sexual satisfaction after their wives give birth (remember). He'll get laid, he'll get married and be an asshole all his life, maybe someday reality will kick him in the balls. It would be nice if reality's name began with an Urs and ended with an ula Arnold. Anyway, I know I'm way too smart for that kind of crap, it doesn't mean that I still don't find myself stepping in it from time to time. And with the way I am, I probably step in it more than most women that put themselves out there.

Sig: I do feel confident. Sometimes it gets to me that I seem to have to initiate everything, but then I think about the fact that I don't always have to initiate things. But I've always been confident, I just didn't know how to put myself out there. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm TOO confident sometimes, and I realize that I was going after the wrong guys for some reason.

But don't worry about me getting guys - my roommate Dave comments on all my "gentleman callers," not being able to kiss until Feb feels like an eternity, and after a three year hiatus, I managed to make out with 11 boys in three months, which is why I have mono.